unholy holiness

It's such a nice feeling when everything seems to fall back into place. It's like one by one my prayers are being answered. So how on Earth can you say that there is no God? I mean, it's really unnerving that some people do insist there is none. How can it be when all the while He's making things for you, sometimes teaching you lessons which you will need later in life and then forgiving you for what mistakes you may have committed. Anyway, I'm a Christian kase, so I believe everything that's happening is according the the Will. So there. My golly, why am I so holy naman today? Oh well, maybe because I'm just so happy.

In contrary to the 'holiness' I have expressed in the first paragraph, I want to say that it's my fault that the Pope had died. He-he. A couple of days before he passed away, I was receiving text messages regarding the condition of the Pope, and some messages soliciting prayers for the fast recovery. I was like, "he doesn't need them anymore, I think it's his time to go na..." So I did NOT actually pray for him to recover, I just wished his sufferings would end (which may actually mean his death). The reason? It's because he's of age already. And he's got a disease--Alzheimer's or Parkinson's?--whichever.. my lolos have 'em. (My Lolo Carding has Alzheimer's Disease and my Lolo Eniong has Parkinson's.) My lolos are much younger than the pope, but I see their condition, and they're like children already, what more with the Pope (he's 84, or 85?)? As a pope, he needs to be strong enough to be able to accomplish his tasks as the leader of the Catholics--a multitude incomparable to the population that a president or a prime minister governs. Diba? So I just thought that maybe it's time a new Pope be elected. He-he. Don't get me wrong, I DO love Pope John Paul II! :) May his soul rest in peace...