Heart on my Sleeve

Why do I wear my heart on my sleeve? Is that even right even if it's too much? I noticed that not everyone who's in love or is in a relationship seems to be as--for the lack of better term--flaunting as I am.

I don't know why but it seems that most often than not, the only topic I could think of would be aL, or something that has to do with him. Is that even normal?

So I miss him, I love him, I everything him; but not everyone who everythings somebody else actually is as transparent as I am.

I can't help it! Anyway below's a really good (read: mushy) song. That so fits my I-miss-aL-while-earphones-are-plugged-in moments.

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The Last Time
Eric Benet

The first time I fell in love was long ago
I didn't know how to give my love at all
The next time I settled for what felt so close
But without romance, you're never gonna fall

After everything I've learned
Now it's finally my turn
This is the last time I'll fall... in love.

The first time we walked under that starry sky
there was a moment when everything was clear
I didn't need to ask or even wonder why
Because each question is answered when your near
And I'm wise enough to know when a miracle unfolds
This is the last time i'll fall in love.

Now don't hold back, just let me know
Could i be moving much too fast or way too slow
'Cause all of my life, I've waited for this day
To find that once in a lifetime, this is it, I'll never be the same
You'll never know what it's taken me to say these words
And now that I've said them, they could never be enough
As far as I can see, there's only you and only me.

This is the last time I'll fall in love.